Monday, November 9, 2015

The last week of the transfer is starting good.

Dear Mom,

I loved this past week so much. District conference here in Udorn was such an amazing opportunity that was also filled with many miracles and blessings. We had several investigators and a lot of members make it out to district conference which was a great thing to see. Those said investigators are also continuing to progress and it was definitely a great opportunity for them to learn and grow as well.

I'm thankful for all of the many blessings and continual guidance that the Lord gives us from day to day, sometimes even hour to hour. I am exceedingly grateful for the opportunity I have had to serve in Sakhon Nakorn and with Elder Noyce. I'm very grateful for the amazing examples I've seen from other missionaries, leaders, and also members. I'm impressed with the courage and testimony of new members, and even investigators. The training we received on Saturday along with all of the training, talks, and revelation from the speakers the past few days really made me rethink and desire to change several things about my own life and how I've been working as well. In the training, I learned the most on the subject of the Atonement. What it truly means to change and why. He loved us enough to Atone for us. All He does is invite us to change. It 'pumps us up'. In conference, we talked the most about the Sabbath day and I loved an analogy shared about the real pearl of all we do and that is the Atonement. We have a box. A beautifully wrapped present that is decorated and ornamented with ribbons, bows, and covered with elaborate wrapping paper. But that is in the box is what is most important. They talked about how activities and events can be helpful and necessary, but the true gift is the Atonement.

I was deeply impressed with how people, all around the world can come together and rejoice in the same Savior and Redeemer. I felt a special spirit as we listened to the members from Laos sing and give talks in Laotian that made me really know that the bonding power that was there was love. Love of Christ and the love our Father has for each and every one of us. I learned about sharing testimony and being a miracle for someone else. It really made me want to change and to become something better. I know that that is what this life is all about. Changing, improving, and doing so out of love for God, Christ, and others.

This past week I also had the opportunity to go on switch-offs with Elder Stevens. It was a great opportunity to work more closely with the other Elders and take a look into how they work. I remember in conference call with the zone leaders that they said the members of our districts really look up to us. Most of the time I don't notice it or realize it. Sometimes it seems like that's not true, but when they said that, I realized that it is true. We talked about leaders in district conference as well. I often forget that I am a leader. I am fairly old in the mission. My example, whether I see it or not, can, and does have an influence on others. After saying this, I should probably work on being a better example more often.

Working with Elder Stevens, I was able to see how much he really cares for everyone that we met with. I could see just how badly he wanted his investigators to feel of God's love, the truth of the message, and how much he wanted them to have spiritual experiences. I often think about how similar he and I are when I was a greenie. I was very similar in a lot of ways. I wanted others to know how I felt, but I didn't know how to do it. However, Elder Stevens can already speak Thai fluently, so that's not a problem. In fact, he often says too much. I was able to try to help him put his thoughts, which would sometimes ramble and make lessons extremely long, more simple and powerful while focusing on the principles and pearls of the Gospel. It's a hard thing to do, but I believe he is learning at a faster pace than me when I was a greenie.

Many miracles: 1) appointments didn't show up on Monday but we were able to take a well needed sit down with the Branch President. 2) Our investigators at the hospital were still doing well on Tuesday. Also a group of ER workers we met with there where really friendly. 3) Several potential investigators I called were able to come to English class and meet with us. 4) We were able to meet a few long time investigators who we had lost contact with; they also brought a friend. 5) We received two referrals from another referral from an RC. 6) Got to serve an investigator who is going strong; I'd never done so much farm work until coming to Thailand. 6) Had a great group lesson with some RC's and two investigators with a baptismal date. One of which we had also lost contact with until then. 7) Visited the family of an RC who is continuing to learn. She's awesome. 8) Conducted my first baptismal interview - she was awesome. 9) District Conference - came back and visited an LA who said a really great prayer and said how she had never had a companionship of missionaries like us before and would truly miss us. She committed to coming to church every week that she can. She reminds me of my mom. 10) Still ended up getting balanced despite losing almost 2 work days.

There have been many, many more that I'm too lazy to write them all.

Oh, and a baptism. We went to Udorn this past weekend for District Conference which is like Stake Conference. There, we had a special baptismal program. It was kind of crazy with all the the things going on, so we didn't have a chance to take any pictures, but it was, and always is, an indescribable experience to witness people going into the waters a baptism and making covenants with the Lord. I also had the special opportunity to be the baptizer. We weren't sure when the service was going to start, where the font was, where we were going to change our clothes, or even who everyone was, but it was awesome. We had invited this investigator over a transfer ago, and at first we were afraid that she wasn't making much progress. We ended up deciding to let the other Elders work with her. It was a special experience because I was also the one able to interview her. It was my first interview and despite being anxious/nervous, I was able to feel the Spirit in that interview. She had a strong love of Christ and desire for her future...let's just say there are a lot of stories that we could tell about her and leave it at that. Oh, and it was super great riding in a truck with all of the members. It was a good time.

Oh, and I was able to meet my very first RC, Bro. Jack. He moved back to Udorn from Bangna. He is teaching a bunch of his family members here. The members here in Udorn were talking about it with me.

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ขอแสดงความนับถือ,                                           Sincerely,
เอ็ลเดอร์ ซัน                                                        Elder Sun
ผู้สอนศาสนา                                                                 Missionary 
ศาสนจักรของพระเยซูคริสต์แห่งวิสุทธิชนยุคสุดท้าย         The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
คณะเผยแผ่ กรุงเทพฯ, ประเทศไทย                                   Bangkok, Thailand Mission

Monday, November 2, 2015

The last week of the transfer...

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The last week of the transfer...

Dear Mom,

Thanks for looking after the lawn and stuff. I hope you had a good Halloween. We had a pretty fun Halloween party here in Sakonakhorn. Also, this past week I've had many people talk to me about the things my mom has been sharing with them on Facebook. It made for quite an interesting conversation starter Sunday morning. 

This week has been so full of miracles. The Lord has blessed us so much. Coming into the last week of the transfer, I'm excited to be able to work even harder and make the absolute most of this time. This past week, we've had the opportunity to study various topics to prepare for an up coming district conference. It really expanded on my understanding of faith and helped me see several ways that I can improve my faith. One thing I continue to notice is the pattern of personal growth. Being with my companion has helped me see, in several ways, how we should learn and grow from daily experiences. He is always full of love and looking for ways to serve others. He has the Spirit so strong, and often times I am impressed when we teach. He is a tremendous disciple of Jesus Christ and a truly converted missionary. I can see that he has touched so many lives and has brought God's love to everyone he comes in contact with. I've seen him continually change and improve and a rapid pace as I've had the chance to serve with him these past two transfers. We won't know who is moving until next week, but I feel like I have learned from his example of being self motivated, self correcting, and self teaching. It made me realize that if we want to get anything out of this life or an experience, it is up to us. Sometimes I am tempted to wait for instruction or guidance before doing something, expecting an answer to come completely and clearly. However, there is no guide book for life which outlines everything we should do and when. The closest thing we have is the Spirit, and even then we must seek it. If we want to be better teachers, we need to teach, see what was good or bad, learn from it and go at it again.

We continue to work hard, and no matter what it is, it always seems like the Lord is there. We are still working with several families, and are waiting on miracles from the Lord. In the talk that we had just read this morning, it addressed "how to make things happen". I feel that if we want miracles to happen, we need to have the faith and work to make them happen, but it's also hard when working with others - everyone has their agency. We simply rely on the Lord to fill our mouths and touch the hearts of the people we care about. I enjoyed reading the emails from Sister Sun and Sister McCuen this past week and feel like their experiences can also sum up ours. When we commit ourselves to be 100%, try to follow the Spirit, and put our shoulders to the wheel, we'll see miracles, change in our lives and the lives of those around us. I always find it interesting to reflect on how our faith can influence others. It really struck me this past fast Sunday when I had the opportunity to translate for a non-Thai speaker. I feel like I really 'internalized' the feelings and meanings that people put into their testimonies and I felt the Spirit very strongly in that meeting.

I'm so grateful for the opportunity to be a missionary, to feel so close to the Spirit, to get to know God's children, and to have such a great opportunity to help others come unto Him, feel of His love, and to help them develop faith in Him. I know this is a unique, and special opportunity. More than just that, but a real calling. I'm thankful for the thoughts that you've shared each each to help us become better servants of Christ. I am still working on 'perfecting' my desires - my desire to work harder, more diligently, and with more charity. I've learned that when we want to increase our faith and see changes happen, it all starts with our belief and desires. If we truly desire something, we will believe, commit, do, and see the Lord help us when those things are what the Lord would have us do. To become more like Him. I would invite you to read this talk, Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, that I mentioned earlier and think of ways to increase your faith. This was a great talk that I could really apply to missionary work and I know that it applies to all of us.

Thank you for all you do in and your example of love, service, and experience.

Elder Sunny

Oh, and there was a big wax castle festival. A bunch of Buddhist temples made wax castles entirely by hand and there was a big parade. Super cool. It was also a great opportunity to talk to people. We actually walked with the parade people for a bit and talked to them about the Gospel. Good fun.

"We become what we want to be, by consistently being what we want to become" "All of us must come to an honest, open, self examination. An awareness within as to who and what we want to be"

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ขอแสดงความนับถือ,                                           Sincerely,
เอ็ลเดอร์ ซัน                                                        Elder Sun
ผู้สอนศาสนา                                                                 Missionary 
ศาสนจักรของพระเยซูคริสต์แห่งวิสุทธิชนยุคสุดท้าย         The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
คณะเผยแผ่ กรุงเทพฯ, ประเทศไทย                                   Bangkok, Thailand Mission

Monday, October 26, 2015

Coming into the next week...

Hello Mom,

I hope all is well coming into the winter season over there. I promise I'll shovel the drive when I get back.

I was a little sick with some sort of cold/flu. I wasn't throwing up or anything, so it wasn't too bad. I'm also glad the tools are being put to good use. 

This week has been great. This past week was very busy, actually. We had the opportunity to go on switch offs with the Zone Leaders and I switched off with Elder Choechayaphum. Switch offs were a great opportunity for me to see great examples of how I can me a better missionary, district leader, and disciple of Christ. We received some great training that will definitely help us feel the Spirit and do the Lord's will. We focused on desires, prayer, and personal conversion. I really liked the thoughts that were shared and the past few days I've been thinking about how I can further change my desires. I remember talking to Elder Noyce about it before, it it kind of comes down to the question "how do we change our desires". We often speak of consecration, doing what the Lord wants and changing ourselves, but how do we actually do it. I feel it all starts with the small things we do and a conscious effort to constantly be what we want to be. All I want to be is what the Lord wants me to be, but sometimes I ask myself "what exactly is that?". This week is fast Sunday, the next is District Conference in Udorn. I'm very excited for the growth that is happening all over Udorn and all over Thailand, and Laos, too.

Some say the only constant thing in life is change. This is most definitely true. A wonderful truth about this change that we will face in life is that we can always choose what kind of change will happen. We can decide how the changes that happen around and to us will change us. When choose to follow Christ and decide to become more like Him, the change that occurs and the change that we choose will be one for our benefit.
Alma 5:12 "And according to his faith there was a mighty change wrought in his heart. Behold I say unto you that this is all true."

Elder Sun

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ขอแสดงความนับถือ,                                           Sincerely,
เอ็ลเดอร์ ซัน                                                        Elder Sun
ผู้สอนศาสนา                                                                 Missionary 
ศาสนจักรของพระเยซูคริสต์แห่งวิสุทธิชนยุคสุดท้าย         The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
คณะเผยแผ่ กรุงเทพฯ, ประเทศไทย                                   Bangkok, Thailand Mission

Monday, October 19, 2015

This Week...

Dear Mom,

Oh! How I love being a missionary. Every day is literally bursting with miracles, tender mercies, life changing and faith building experiences. I've recently 'rededicated' myself to thinking positively. It does wonders for the soul.

We may not be able to change who we are, but every weakness that we have can be overcome and made into a strength through the Atonement. I often catch myself thinking, or saying negative things. I've been working on immediately replacing those thoughts and saying positive things instead.

This past week was awesome. We also had another baptism and a confirmation this past Sunday. It was great to see, for sure. The person baptized has come a long way and they said how they felt just full of joy and happiness when they were baptized.

I was pretty sick the past few days to the point where Sister Seppi said I had to stay home and rest for a day. It was a good opportunity to sit and reflect on the past week.

Mission Tour was when a member of the 70 came and visited us. We traveled to khonkaen and received some training from him and President Johnson. It was an amazing opportunity and we also received new phones. This week we'll have have MLC training and get to go off on switch offs with our zone leaders.

Sometimes I still find it difficult to balance being a 'leader' and also humble. I just try to rely on the Spirit and do what's right.

I'm not one with words and there is a lot to do, so I'll suffice it to say that I will try to write more next week.

Elder Sun

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ขอแสดงความนับถือ,                                           Sincerely,
เอ็ลเดอร์ ซัน                                                        Elder Sun
ผู้สอนศาสนา                                                                 Missionary 
ศาสนจักรของพระเยซูคริสต์แห่งวิสุทธิชนยุคสุดท้าย         The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
คณะเผยแผ่ กรุงเทพฯ, ประเทศไทย                                   Bangkok, Thailand Mission

Monday, October 12, 2015

10-12-15

Dear Mom,

This week has been awesome with General Conference and this next week is very exciting with mission tour and zone conference. We had a terrific week where we've taught a lot and met with many, many people. We were also able to go out and have some great inviting sessions. I feel like no matter what happens or what we do, we'll always be blessed by the Lord. We're continue to work with part member families and expanding our pool of LA's. There have been several small miracles throughout this week. We've been trying to work with the Branch President to help him feel less overworked. He's building a house, working a lot, and hasn't had much time to work with us (or the Branch). We've been worried a bit because we've seen and have had several Branch presidents fall away from the church when their lives get hectic and they lose balance in their lives. We have finally made progress on one side of the puzzle by finally helping the Branch President get access to his LDS account. It was something long overdue on the books.

I feel like General Conference was a miracle in its self. Having the opportunity to listen and receive direction and guidance from the Prophets and leaders of the Church helped me feel more confident in how I needed to work. There is much, much revelation to be received from the living prophets and I feel like this past session was chalk full. This past week has been a very good time of learning and the week coming us is going to be a time of applying.

Whenever I think about transition periods in life, I think about the opportunity to apply previously attained knowledge in a new situation. It's always easier said than done, but change is a fundamental part of everything. The Plan of Salvation, the Atonement, our lives. One thing that is also true is that one is never, ever 'done' with being a missionary. The various phases of life that I've seen in the lives of investigators and members here have helped me to really see the eternal significance of it all. Every person no matter how young, small, old, experienced, or inexperienced, are all on this eternal path. Each 'phase' is an essential step.

I loved Pres. Uchtdorf's talk on the gospel is simple. It is not necessary to over-complicate or over think. 

I also loved Elder Holland's talk on love and mothers. I noticed a theme of women/moms/chlidren, too. It was quite interesting because of the membership of the church here is mostly women and nearly all of our investigators are female.

Each of these talks I thought about investigators. Sometimes, I honestly feel like a mom, or a parent who, like Elder Foster said, wants to teach their children and let them know of their love and let them know that no matter what they're going through, the Lord has been there too.

The themes of gospel, faith, answers to prayers, the Spirit, parents. Prophets, and revelation were just what I needed and I'm definitely going to study through and review these talks.

He lives, and He loves us.

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ขอแสดงความนับถือ,                                           Sincerely,
เอ็ลเดอร์ ซัน                                                        Elder Sun
ผู้สอนศาสนา                                                                 Missionary 
ศาสนจักรของพระเยซูคริสต์แห่งวิสุทธิชนยุคสุดท้าย         The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
คณะเผยแผ่ กรุงเทพฯ, ประเทศไทย                                   Bangkok, Thailand Mission

Monday, October 5, 2015

Moving Forward...

Dear Mom,

I hope all is well over there and the cold season doesn't cause too many problems. The cold season here...will probably feel the same as the rest of the year. We go to the hospital every week because Elder Noyce has some back/neck problems. We're really hoping it'll get better, but he Lord gives the hardest challenges do his toughest soldiers. I know that this is definitely so true. No matter what we are faced with, it is an opportunity to grow. Either the Lord will chasten us to make us turn back to Him, or the trials the righteous face area a test of faith to strengthen us further. We do switch offs for training, balanced work load, and if plans don't go as planned and the day turns into a little bit of chaos. haha.

This past week has been awesome. A new transfer is always full of exciting new changes and experiences. The beginning of the week seemed to pass by slow as we got ready for transfers, but as soon as we got back we hit the ground running by teaching, visiting, and working hard. I was so grateful to be able to go down to Bangkok even though we didn't move. Which is another thing that I'm really excited about and thankful for. I feel like we saw a lot of miracles and mercy from the Lord last transfer and we have the chance to serve together again and continue to see miracles. It was also great to see the large group of new missionaries coming in. Sometimes I feel like I'm too old. On the first day of the transfer, the zone leaders told us that our zone was the youngest in the mission. Our district is very, very young, and the first thing that I thought was how much trust the Lord has placed in us and how much faith and 'young enthusiasm' we have. The Lord must have a lot of faith because I'm now the oldest missionary in our district by about 8 months and I'm the district leader. The other companionship whitewashed out and the two new elders both speak Thai fluently already.

This past Sunday, we saw one baptism. It was the friend of a member that we had been teaching for a few weeks. He has a great desire and really wants to get to the celestial kingdom. The biggest trial for him in getting this far was his lack of confidence in himself. He is afraid that he wouldn't be able to keep the commandments. But this humility is also a great strength, too. He's a more quiet, shy person, but he knows what he needs to do. We invited him to take things one step at a time and rely on the Savior through prayer. For sure we'll face trials in life, but we don't have to be too worried about what is going to happen in the future if we plan well today and resolve to do what we know is right.

We also had 5 people confirmed this past Sunday. It's great to see more of God's children coming into His church and coming unto Christ.

I'll have to say that I'm not ready to be a District Leader (having more responsibility), but I know that I really am ready because the Lord will help me. I have a lot to learn about being a leader, a missionary, a disciple of Christ, and while I may not be sure what I should do and feel like I don't have a lot of experience, I know that it all comes down to what I do know. Following the example of Christ, listening and following the Spirit, and being consecrated to the work. There are a lot of details, things to do, and plenty of reasons to be stressed or discouraged, but I know that it's not something too big, too hard, or something to become discouraged over because we don't have to do it alone.

I'm always very impressed with my companion, Elder Noyce. He's a hard worker, diligence, exceedingly loving, consecrated, humble, obedient, focused, happy, patient, and in-tune with the Spirit. He makes me want to work harder and I honestly believe that he is one of those few missionaries that people talk about will change the mission.

This past week was great because all of the investigators that we've met, transfer meeting, the people we've visited, the baptism and confirmations we had, the growth in this area and the enormous faith that our companionship has. I know that miracles can happen. They do happen. They occur all around us. Miracles in the work are just a small showing of the Lord's love for us. The desire that sprouts in the hearts of investigators, the Spirit that they feel, and the love that missionaries, members, and investigators share is something that I feel is a miracle in itself. This transfer will be great. The Lord will lead us and we will allow Him to work miracles through us.

I'm excited for this transfer, mission tour, zone conference, and for the work that we'll be able to do.

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ขอแสดงความนับถือ,                                           Sincerely,
เอ็ลเดอร์ ซัน                                                        Elder Sun
ผู้สอนศาสนา                                                                 Missionary 
ศาสนจักรของพระเยซูคริสต์แห่งวิสุทธิชนยุคสุดท้าย         The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints
คณะเผยแผ่ กรุงเทพฯ, ประเทศไทย                                   Bangkok, Thailand Mission